Lately I’ve felt like a complete and total brat.
Why? Because I’m single and feel like the only one. And it makes me turn into this bitter and rude and ‘ew’ person that I hate.
You know when you’re being irrational and you REALIZE you’re being irrational but still keep acting irrationally anyway and you just get mad at yourself? Yeah, it’s pretty much that. And it’s the worst.
I need to get my side eye in check and stop making faces when I’m out with all couples because, at the end of the day, it’s just my stupid jealousy at them that is getting in my own way. I’m lonely and it makes me just decide that everyone sucks. I swear I’m 25 and not 5.
When I was part of a couple I acted just like they do. And I used to be the one telling the bitter bratty single person who was complaining to shut the hell up and deal with it.
Life changes, friends go in and out of relationships, sometimes you’re on team couple and sometimes you’re on team single. The grass is always greener and all that jazz. And it’s time to smack a smile on, get over myself and just have fun.
And that’s that.
